Bestfriend #14; Koleen Gatpandan Chavez.

I don't actually know how I became friends with this... this.. Girl. Okay let's consider her as a girl okay? It started during the Friendster Era. I asked for her number. Being that lower year student that I am. And it turned out that I saved the wrong number, I can still remember that.
That was soooo.. Embarassing.

Then there we became friends and we talked about a lot of stuff. I'm really comfortable telling things to this.. this.. girl. I dunno why but I thinkshe put this gayuma on my Nutting Hill Milkshake. (Hey, thank you for that.)

Then blahblahblah, after a lot of worthwhile talks, I began to trust her. With a lot of my secrets (I dunno if I consider those stories as secrets because, I think I told a lot of people about those stuffssss.XD)

Hey dude, I wanna thank you for all the things you did for me. Okay? Loveyou dude! >:D<

Bestfriend #13; Margaret Balagtas Bondoc.

She's this nagging girl you just can't resist. I'm this girl who gets nagged a lot. And because of that, we became bestfriends.

We fight. Usually, I guess. I dunno why but.. Too complicated to explain. But we get into each others' nerves quite a lot.

But despite those childish fights, I love her for being a friend. For being a bestfriend to me. Yes Marga, you heard that right. I value you. Haha :)

Thank you for everything okay? >:D<

**ADDITION;
Marga's outfit whenever going to the mall:
1. Shorts. And when I say shorts, I mean it.
2. Sleeveless/Razorbacks/Spahetti Straps
3. Vest whatever pamatong she has.
4. Then her slippers!

Then, there. She'll stroll the mall. Hahaha :))

She's this girl who loves Mickey Mouse so much. She even has Mickey Mouse undies. And I am not kidding by any means alright?

I have no more to say.

Bestfriend #12; Clarisse Rosary Paguia Capulong.

This girl = BITCH. She really is. I know I am too but the extent of her bitchness is too high for me to reach. We're the exact opposites. Or not. And we became bestfriends.

Just recently, we had a misunderstanding. I know I'm in the right place to be bitchy but still. I became a friend. Haha! I hope Clarisse that you learned a lesson from that incident.

Thank you for being there when I need you. For being there when I need somebody to talk to. I miss hanging out with you! Loveyou. >:D<

Bestfriend #11: Maria Enriqueta Gonzales Dela Merced.

I do not know how we became bestfriends. It started off with texting and the rest is history. I remember you having that headband of yours put up to your head so hard, it nearly fell your head. Whut. Nevermind.

Just want to say I miss you. It's been a while since we talked. I miss those times that I always text you and you do too.

Just recently, I found out something. You know what that is. And... Long story. Too risky to tell here.

I dunno. I think our friendship fell apart. Very dramatic? Yes. It's true.I dunno how but it just did.

I miss you bestfriend. Hope you miss me too. Take care always.

Bestfriend#10; Sarah Denise Ong Samson.

To start off, I BECOMING BESTFRIENDS WITH THIS FRAGILE GIRL IS AN ACCIDENT.
Yes, Sarah. I know you know what I mean.

I don't know how we became bestfriends up to this extent but we just did. You, so emotional and unlucky, became friends with me, so strong and numb. LOLWHATAMISAYING. No, scratch all of that.

Sarah, so sweet and caring, became bestfriends with me, so weak and numb, I had that part right. Thank you Sarah for being that person I can tell everything to.

I miss you Sarah. I miss hanging out with you. It's been ages that we talked for a lot of things. Things that came out of the blue. I miss those conversations. WALALANG.

Bestfriend #9; Nikka Platon Veron.

I dunno why I bacame friends with this punk. IAMKIDDINGALRIGHT? But this punk, happens to be one of those people I can turn to without any hesitation whatsoever, thank you very much. We may not talk about those girly shits like girl bestfriends usually do, but we talk about the joy of life. How we should spend it, and how we can be happy about it.

I am happy to have this punk as a friend because she knows me. And I know her too, I might assume. These past few days, I spent a lot of time with her, and I'm thankful that I did. I had to catch up with all the times we've been apart.

Thank you Nikka for being that not-too-girly-girl bestfriend to me! I will forever cherish the times we spent together :)

The Book of Life.

This is a sad truth. Life truly doesn't have a book with all the answers at the back of it. You'll just learn in the end.

One day, all the things that happened it your life will flash back all at once. Make sure it is worth watching. True.

Time Passes by Today clinking TickTockTickTock.

Time really flies so fast. Yesterday I was a freshie without any friend and today I am senior who can't count her friends with the number of her fingers.

I will really miss High School. It taught me a lot of lessons. I hope I did a lot.

I.

I really am; COMPLEX.

I myself do not understand who I really am. It's as if my decisions came out of nowhere. I'm a happy-go-lucky person. I want quick actions to my out-of-the-blue-ideas. I want to do things my way. MY WAY.

But, I listen. I listen because I want to. I want to hear people; their feelings, their insights on things. I want people to open up to me. I dunno why, but I want to help. One way or another, I volunteer. To things that doesn't really need me.

I WANT TO BE THERE. I want people to think of me as the person you can rely on. That is why I want to always be "physically there." I don't want to miss lakwachas or the like. I don't want to be left out.

I WANT PEOPLE TO SPEAK.
I WANT TO LOVE. Love is awful. It kills your insides. Do not love unless you're sure of what you feel.

I DON'T WANT TO BE HURT. Who would want that?

I AM A JEALOUS PERSON. I easily get jealous. But grudges are not present. I simply am.. I dunno what you call it.

I CRITICIZE. Because there's something to criticize about.

I SPEAK. Because I want to be heard. I have a voice and I will use it.

I HATE. Just because.

I PROCRASTINATE. Because procarastinating is fun.

I TYPE RANDOM. Because I let it all out.

This is crap. Do not read.

I missed hanging out. I miss:

1. Lovers' Lane.
2. Late night practices.
3. A lot of laughters.
4. A lot of people. When I say a lot, I mean it.
5. I miss my bestfriend, Kit.
6. I miss my dude, Koleen.
7. I misssssss, a lot of things. People.
8. You. LOLJKI'VEMOVEDONALREADY.

You see...

I love to blog. I dunno why. My posts may be plain and simple but these posts makes me remember things. Things that happened in the past. A simple sentence here means a thousand words to me.

And when I blog, there's this tendency that I became tired of typing. Just like today. I feel lazy. So i'll end this post without any good meaning.

Numbers of Bestfriends are at random order. Walang selosan. Hahaha.

Bestfriend #7; Giorla Joanne Antonio Negre.

She's my FIRST FRIEND EVER IN EHS! And I'm glad that she got tht title, she deserve it. I was touched with her retreat letter. She said something like having that kind of "award" is one of the best awards she ever had, something like that.

I'm happy to have you, Giorla, as a friend, because you are a great one indeed. We may not be as physically close as Christell and I is, but there you go, you have me when we are reviewing. And we have Our Wall. With its flying colors! It witnessed a lot of formulas and it will witness more. We've only just begun. HAHA.

And yes, we should go out more often. I'm not asking for the two of us only, i'd really be glad to spend my time with you. This past summer we made plans but action was missing. And I understand. I hope this time... You get the point :)

Thank you Giorla for being there when I need you :)
I am here too when you need me, you know that. And in case you don't, you now know :D

Bestfriend #6; Ritzlynd Rouise Perez Pablo.

We may have gotten few strings cut but still, I consider her as my best friend. I haven't talked to her seriously for the past few moths compared to my other friends but lately, we did. And I'm happy that she opened up to me. Can I consider that as opening up? Yes, I think so. Because she shared a part of her that only people know and I am grateful that she did.

She's one of those friends who will strangle you. Literally. Proly, it's her way of showing her affection. HOW COOL IS THAT? That is why most of the time, I avoid her. Because she will hurt me. And I don't want to be hurt. HAHAHA.

We used to be so close, as far as I can remember. But, things change. She changed and I did too. I hope I can bring back the friendship and closeness we had back then. I miss you Ritzlynd :)

Bestfriend #5; Angela Clarice Segovia Burgos.

She's one of those bestfriends I do not miss because she's there. Literally ALWAYS there because our houses are just a jeepney ride away. Throughout the summer I think we still hanged out. More than anyone else I think. And I'm happy that I have her as a friend.

She knows me and I hope that I know her well, too. She's there when I need somebody to talk to but I really do not need outlets of my feelings. I, as much as possible, do not tell stories. Oh, I tell the happy ones. The sofa king ones, I do not. Because. Just because. You know. I do not want people to symphatize. I want them living their lives without my problems for them to handle.

Thank you Angela for being there. I might as well tell you that I am proud of you for moving on. Yes, I am. Me? I have already too. Yes. Haha! Finally. I think. No, scratch that. I'm sure.

I'll miss you Angela when college comes. I hope we'll still be tight as ever! >:D<

Because of this day, I learned to value my life.

I learned that life nowadays is truly fragile. With just one gunshot, all the happiness, the relationships, the future, the life, will be all gone.

Thank you Mr. Rolando Mendoza for making me realize this. Today you gave shame to your country. Losing a job does not mean the end of your life. Losing a job does not mean ending other peoples' lives.

Life is one of the valuable matters in life. Losing a job won't entitle you to end one. And heck, to end a lot and give shame to your countries.

Mr Rolando Mendoza, may you rest in peace. May St. Peter prohibit you enter the kingdom of God. You changed a lot of lives. For the worse.

Bestfriend #4; Rhode Kathleen Zamora Rionda.

Our friendship started when Eleni and Romayne insisted on her and Angela joining the group. Nung una nga eh ayaw ko pa kasi sabi ko napakarami na namin. I am glad that I let her and Angela came in. My life wasn't the same as before.
She's one of those determined people to Ace a test. And I am not one of those people. Maybe that is one thing that barriers the two of us. I am not blaming her nor I am blaming myself. I am blaming time. For keeping us two away. For keeping Rhode away from us.
We were so close before. We aren't now. I dunno. Things started to change. Schedules started to change. Seat plans started to change. And I think our friendship changed too. We weren't the same as before. Maybe circumstances differ. But I miss Rhode. I miss the old us.
But despite the things I said, I am proud of Rhode. I may not speak much but I am.

*I'll add a picture soon. DSL's malfuntioning.

Bestfriend #3; Maria Romayne Capati Estanislao.

I started to be friends with her since first year. She had her hair in a middle half pony tail shit back then. And now look what she looks like now. I am proud of her. I may not speak that much about things like that but I am.
I am happy that I am friends with her. She taught me a lot.
I have a lot of first times with her.
1. My first time to come to Star City without any of my relatives.
2. My first Japanese Siomai ever!
3. And lots I can't remember.
Recently, there came a fight that happens in a blue moon for a group like us. We have flaws and all and we really are open with them. That is why events like this come. I am glad that we resolved it. I hope we did.
Anyway Romayne, I am really happy to have you. I love you! :)

Bestfriend #2; Eleni Kaye Caparas Domingo.

Hm. I met her during my first year in UST. I do not have friends that much. I only had Christell. I was regretful. So I seeked aid to this pretty girl. We then became friends. She had a friend which became my friend too and she'll be on my next blog post.
We started a group. Named Mrrolle. I know that name sucks and we weren't that proud of it. Time passed and I insisted on Christell joining the group since she were friends with some people that I didn't like way back then. I know I am mean.
So you see, this pretty girl and I became pretty close. So close that we started to fall apart. I miss her, you know. I miss the old us. She doesn't spend time with me that much now. She has a boyfriend. I understand her. And I will understand her.. But I miss her. I hope that one day she'll invite s at her house. You know, sit back and just laugh. I miss that. I miss her. We miss her.

Bestfriend #1.

This is my bestfriend (the one on the right and i’m on the left, DUH). Her name is Christell and we’ve been together since First Year HS.You see, we were schoolmates. I knew her since elementary but we weren’t friends back then. We are from different sections and I never had a chance to be classmates with this bitch We are now seniors. I wasted 3 precious years of my life hanging out with her. She sleeps in my house and I sleep at hers, too. We are like sisters. And I am very regretful that I have her as a sister. We say abusing words to each other and saying abusive words is FUNNNNN!

August 21.

Pumunta ng UST ng 10AM. Umalis ng UST ng 1045AM. Pumunta ng CENTEX.

Nag-English Access. I feel so blessed. Binigyan kami ng;
1. Merriam-Webster Dictionary na worth 1,275php. (Hindi tinanggal 'yung tag price.XD)
2. Merriam-Webster Thesaurus. 195php. May presyo din amp.
3. Black, Red and Blue Panda ballpens. ANd the inks are not faulty!
4. IMATION FLASH DRIVE 4GIGABYTEEEEE! Omg! :DDD

Take note; Libre! Oh yeah! Umuwi 5PM. Pumunta kila Tita Loida. Won Gin, Yuri, Tita Loida, Ate Camille, Ate ..., Jesper, Jheric. Naglaro kami ni Won Gin, namiss ko siyaaaa ;(

Now; 0739PM, getting ready papuntang Cavite. Tas Tagaytay yata tomorrow. Goodbye! :)

Bilang na ang mga araw ko sa EHS.

I WILL REALLY MISS HIGH SCHOOL :(

This day, I can't even.

First off, this day started as a mess, thank you very much. I woke up at 6:30AM and I have my class at 8AM. Good thing my mom woke me up. I still haven't reviewed yet for English and Health. Then okay, I took my bath only to find out that I have no ironed skirt. Wtf? I do not go to school with unironed uniforms! :( And this day is history.
Okay now I'm pissed off. And I got pissed even more. WALANG ULAM. PAANO AKO MAG-AALMUSAL. AYOKO NG TINAPAY ANAK NG POKWANG! Then I was looking for my mom and now I'm really angry. I can't find her. I asked my tita. She said that she is with Nicole, my 2-year old cousin. She's taking a walk with her and my tita gave me my baon. My mom gave it to her. THEN I LEFT. Naglalakad na ako, NASA KANTO NA, NALAMAN KONG HINDI KO DALA CELLPHONE KO. I was running so late so hindi ko na binalikan.

SA SCHOOL;
Ang hirap ng English test. It is harder than Physics and Trigo combined. Time consuming ang lola mo. Namiss ko tuloy si Sir Santiago. Higlighter Tests. WTF Health. Bulooong na rinig na rinig :))) Yessss! Tapos na ang Periodical Test! Hooraaaaah!

SA TriNoma;
Yon! Ito na ung climax ng araw na 'to. We watched STEP UP3. Shit. Shit. ANG GANDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. Let me repeat that, ANG GANDAAAAAAAA! :) Moose, cutie pie ka! Luke, ang yummy ng abs mo! Akin lang kayoooo!<3


***I don't miss you at all :)

A Short Text Post for a Long Exhausting Day.

Math, can't we be friends? I swear I will love you with all my heart if we are :)
OHaaaay. Bakit ganun ung Algebra :(

FLIPTOP! :d

China bank :( MAyne. LOL. Kapagod.

TINATAMAD AKO MAGTYPE. TIME CHECK; 11;11 MAKE A WISH!

**SANA PO ______________________*** KKKK.

Makapag-aral na nga. Cl English at Health here I come! :)

August 13 and 14 are dates I won't forget.

This is our retreat. Seniors' retreat. On these days, UST-EHS' Quadricentennial Batch found unity and peace with each other.
Caleruega is a paradise. I wish I can go back there.
I am just happy that finally, FINALLY. Okay na kami :)
We've waited for 3years for this. Truly, True Love Waits :D
I ove you Seniors! Thank you for making theses days a memorable one :)