My mom was catching her breath. She's having difficulties. I don't want to look at her because I don't want to cry. It's Christmas. We haven't attended mass yet. This is not good. This is the worst Christmas ever.
Maybe, the Christmas spirit do lessens when you age. I, for example, is not feeling the Christmas spirit lately. I don't know. Is it because i'm aging or is it because of times today? Where crises are booming all over here and there. I don't know but i think I should. Maybe I'm feeling wrong because Christmas isn't only for kiddos with crunchyyyy paper bills. Oh, I miss being a kid!
Last night my tears were jerking out of my eyes. It's midnight and we don't eat Noche Buena. Maybe because we're accustomed this way but I don't like how we're accustomed. I want to eat Noche Buena. Maybe I'm being a spoiled brat which sometimes I am, BUT I WANT TO EAT NOCHE BUENA WTIH MY FAMILY. Lately we haven't eaten as a whole family. I cannot even remember the last time we ate as a whole family, with the four of us in one table. And I hate it. We all have hectic schedules like shit.
I want to have a break with my family. Out of town maybe. Or maybe as simple as the mall. Anywhere. I just want to spend time with them. Unlike eating with them, I remember the last time we went out as a family. We watched Transformers 1. It was my dad's birthday by then. I cannot remember the year. Let me search it. 2008-07? I'm not sure of my sources lol. I just want to get away from it all and hug my mom, dad and my brotha.
Keyne texted my mom. And my mom asar-ed me like whut-the-hell. Fine with me. I missed my friend Keyne. Not miss-him-because-I-loved-him but missed-him-because-it's-been-a-while-since-we-talked. Do you get that? I don't care if you don't lol. I opened up to him. The things I've been feeling lately. And I'm glad he listened. I'd punch him sqaure in the face if he won't. Kit's being an ass as always.
Merry christmas everyone! I hope you're all okay. And happy. And smiling.
Friday, December 24, 2010
Saturday, December 18, 2010
:')
The field was congested. You'll get squished if you try to walk on it. My straight-from-the-box Vans were crying from the mud surrounding it. The rain didn't do any good. I can smell the foul-sweet sweats of the people around. Paskuhan na. Paskong Tomasino.
The Paskuhan was a blast. Pupil, even though Nasaan Ka? was the only song I know you guys sang, you're awesome because of Ely Buendia. Jay, you're freaking cool! Do the tummy waves! \m/
I have one question though; how much did that 10-minute firework display cost?
We were supposed to sleepover at Pamela's place. But since of the shitshat that happened, we were all-nighters at UST. Yes, we let the night pass in UST. We witnessed the Main Building's lights turn off and turn on again. Isaw Pam roll over and land. I saw Christell infested by mosquitoes. It was one hell of an experience and I am glad I did it. Christell and Pamela, we did it! We got over it. Congratulations! Love you both girls.
6AM, we went home here.
And slept our asses up to 3PM. God, that was one deep slumber. And did things I have not imagined doing. You bring out the gay in me.
I can't believe that this is me. Shit.
I love you both!
The Paskuhan was a blast. Pupil, even though Nasaan Ka? was the only song I know you guys sang, you're awesome because of Ely Buendia. Jay, you're freaking cool! Do the tummy waves! \m/
I have one question though; how much did that 10-minute firework display cost?
We were supposed to sleepover at Pamela's place. But since of the shitshat that happened, we were all-nighters at UST. Yes, we let the night pass in UST. We witnessed the Main Building's lights turn off and turn on again. Isaw Pam roll over and land. I saw Christell infested by mosquitoes. It was one hell of an experience and I am glad I did it. Christell and Pamela, we did it! We got over it. Congratulations! Love you both girls.
6AM, we went home here.
And slept our asses up to 3PM. God, that was one deep slumber. And did things I have not imagined doing. You bring out the gay in me.
I can't believe that this is me. Shit.
I love you both!
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
The stupor I felt was rare. I often lose interest in things, but when it comes to my friends, I never do. I care for them, whether he/she's a friend or a true friend. What matters to me is the things we did that were fun and I never forget the laughters we once shared.
I treat my friends well (Well of course except for Christell because I often molest my bestfriend)and I try to do the best I can so that our relationship will become tougher and thicker. BUT WHEN THE BITCH GETS ON MY WAY, I WILL NOT HESITATE TO BITCHSLAP HER TWO TIMES. NO, MAKE IT FOUR.
But of course I'm kidding. I don't really want to kid on that statement but it will make me feel bad if I don't so, yeah. I have to kid.
So there's this girl who's supposed to be my friend but at this point of time, I think she's not acting like one. I dunno what has gotten in to her recently. But whatever it is, it does not please me. It all started a long time ago, some time along the Semestral Break when she private messaged me for ME NOT HAVING A GOOD ATTITUDE AND SHE'S NOT HAPPY ABOUT IT. And I was like, okay. Who are you to tell me something like that when you, personally, does not have a great attitudes. I let it go, being patient and an okay-girl that I am. When the semester started, she invited me over to her house to watch a movie with a bunch of other classmates. I was like, okay, why not.
A week or so after, she made me as her bull's eye target. She noticed that her friend, which is also my friend, is getting a little bit of maarte and all that. And she pinned that one on me. What's worse in that is she even told my friend TO STAY AWAY FROM ME. And God, that hurts.
Okay, a month or less than one passed and here she goes again. The same situation. Another friend this time. I'm really pissed off because what she's up to is so not okay with me. One more word from her foul mouth would make me go crazy and I'll really talk to her.
One last warning. I am warning you. One wrong move.
But of course you cannot read this because this is my blog and I write what I feel here and this is sorta private since few people knows this link. I don't want to stoop down your level but if that is what it takes to shut you up, I will.
I treat my friends well (Well of course except for Christell because I often molest my bestfriend)and I try to do the best I can so that our relationship will become tougher and thicker. BUT WHEN THE BITCH GETS ON MY WAY, I WILL NOT HESITATE TO BITCHSLAP HER TWO TIMES. NO, MAKE IT FOUR.
But of course I'm kidding. I don't really want to kid on that statement but it will make me feel bad if I don't so, yeah. I have to kid.
So there's this girl who's supposed to be my friend but at this point of time, I think she's not acting like one. I dunno what has gotten in to her recently. But whatever it is, it does not please me. It all started a long time ago, some time along the Semestral Break when she private messaged me for ME NOT HAVING A GOOD ATTITUDE AND SHE'S NOT HAPPY ABOUT IT. And I was like, okay. Who are you to tell me something like that when you, personally, does not have a great attitudes. I let it go, being patient and an okay-girl that I am. When the semester started, she invited me over to her house to watch a movie with a bunch of other classmates. I was like, okay, why not.
A week or so after, she made me as her bull's eye target. She noticed that her friend, which is also my friend, is getting a little bit of maarte and all that. And she pinned that one on me. What's worse in that is she even told my friend TO STAY AWAY FROM ME. And God, that hurts.
Okay, a month or less than one passed and here she goes again. The same situation. Another friend this time. I'm really pissed off because what she's up to is so not okay with me. One more word from her foul mouth would make me go crazy and I'll really talk to her.
One last warning. I am warning you. One wrong move.
But of course you cannot read this because this is my blog and I write what I feel here and this is sorta private since few people knows this link. I don't want to stoop down your level but if that is what it takes to shut you up, I will.
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
A direct contact to your contacts IS A BIG NO-NO.
So earlier, during Filipino time, my eyes itched. Or should I say, my eye. So, basically, the simplest response to that is to scratch it. Which I did. So, *scratch scratch scratch* And to find out that my vision became blurry. I closed the other eye and found out that my contact lens is gone. YES, GONE GONE.
I WAS SUPPOSED TO RECITE IN FILIPINO, BECAUSE I READ EL FILI. BUT FUCK THOSE CONTACTS.
I searched for it everywhere. In my uniform, under my shoes, inside my bag, in my desk. Yes, everywhere. I was already planning to go to Quiapo to buy another piece. But I asked Romayne If we can look for it for the last time. Then suddenly my eyes itched again, and when I looked at my hand, WHOALA! My contacts was there.
To put this post simply, MY CONTACTS WENT INSIDE MY EYE. Creepy?
I WAS SUPPOSED TO RECITE IN FILIPINO, BECAUSE I READ EL FILI. BUT FUCK THOSE CONTACTS.
I searched for it everywhere. In my uniform, under my shoes, inside my bag, in my desk. Yes, everywhere. I was already planning to go to Quiapo to buy another piece. But I asked Romayne If we can look for it for the last time. Then suddenly my eyes itched again, and when I looked at my hand, WHOALA! My contacts was there.
To put this post simply, MY CONTACTS WENT INSIDE MY EYE. Creepy?
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
Weeeee. I'll be needing these, I think.
Ailurophile A cat-lover.
Assemblage A gathering.
Becoming Attractive.
Beleaguer To exhaust with attacks.
Brood To think alone.
Bucolic In a lovely rural setting.
Bungalow A small, cozy cottage.
Chatoyant Like a cat’s eye.
Comely Attractive.
Conflate To blend together.
Cynosure A focal point of admiration.
Dalliance A brief love affair.
Demesne Dominion, territory.
Demure Shy and reserved.
Denouement The resolution of a mystery.
Desuetude Disuse.
Desultory Slow, sluggish.
Diaphanous Filmy.
Dissemble Deceive.
Dulcet Sweet, sugary.
Ebullience Bubbling enthusiasm.
Effervescent Bubbly.
Efflorescence Flowering, blooming.
Elision Dropping a sound or syllable in a word.
Elixir A good potion.
Eloquence Beauty and persuasion in speech.
Embrocation Rubbing on a lotion.
Emollient A softener.
Ephemeral Short-lived.
Epiphany A sudden revelation.
Erstwhile At one time, for a time.
Ethereal Gaseous, invisible but detectable.
Evanescent Vanishing quickly, lasting a very short time.
Evocative Suggestive.
Fetching Pretty.
Felicity Pleasantness.
Forbearance Withholding response to provocation.
Fugacious Fleeting.
Furtive Shifty, sneaky.
Gambol To skip or leap about joyfully.
Glamour Beauty.
Gossamer The finest piece of thread, a spider’s silk.
Halcyon Happy, sunny, care-free.
Harbinger Messenger with news of the future.
Imbrication Overlapping and forming a regular pattern.
Imbroglio An altercation or complicated situation.
Imbue To infuse, instill.
Incipient Beginning, in an early stage.
Ineffable Unutterable, inexpressible.
Ingénue A naïve young woman.
Inglenook A cozy nook by the hearth.
Insouciance Blithe nonchalance.
Inure To become jaded.
Labyrinthine Twisting and turning.
Lagniappe A special kind of gift.
Lagoon A small gulf or inlet.
Languor Listlessness, inactivity.
Lassitude Weariness, listlessness.
Leisure Free time.
Lilt To move musically or lively.
Lissome Slender and graceful.
Lithe Slender and flexible.
Love Deep affection.
Mellifluous Sweet sounding.
Moiety One of two equal parts.
Mondegreen A slip of the ear.
Murmurous Murmuring.
Nemesis An unconquerable archenemy.
Offing The sea between the horizon and the offshore.
Onomatopoeia A word that sounds like its meaning.
Opulent Lush, luxuriant.
Palimpsest A manuscript written over earlier ones.
Panacea A solution for all problems
Panoply A complete set.
Pastiche An art work combining materials from various sources.
Penumbra A half-shadow.
Petrichor The smell of earth after rain.
Plethora A large quantity.
Propinquity An inclination.
Pyrrhic Successful with heavy losses.
Quintessential Most essential.
Ratatouille A spicy French stew.
Ravel To knit or unknit.
Redolent Fragrant.
Riparian By the bank of a stream.
Ripple A very small wave.
Scintilla A spark or very small thing.
Sempiternal Eternal.
Seraglio Rich, luxurious oriental palace or harem.
Serendipity Finding something nice while looking for something else.
Summery Light, delicate or warm and sunny.
Sumptuous Lush, luxurious.
Surreptitious Secretive, sneaky.
Susquehanna A river in Pennsylvania.
Susurrous Whispering, hissing.
Talisman A good luck charm.
Tintinnabulation Tinkling.
Umbrella Protection from sun or rain.
Untoward Unseemly, inappropriate.
Vestigial In trace amounts.
Wafture Waving.
Wherewithal The means.
Woebegone Sorrowful, downcast.
Assemblage A gathering.
Becoming Attractive.
Beleaguer To exhaust with attacks.
Brood To think alone.
Bucolic In a lovely rural setting.
Bungalow A small, cozy cottage.
Chatoyant Like a cat’s eye.
Comely Attractive.
Conflate To blend together.
Cynosure A focal point of admiration.
Dalliance A brief love affair.
Demesne Dominion, territory.
Demure Shy and reserved.
Denouement The resolution of a mystery.
Desuetude Disuse.
Desultory Slow, sluggish.
Diaphanous Filmy.
Dissemble Deceive.
Dulcet Sweet, sugary.
Ebullience Bubbling enthusiasm.
Effervescent Bubbly.
Efflorescence Flowering, blooming.
Elision Dropping a sound or syllable in a word.
Elixir A good potion.
Eloquence Beauty and persuasion in speech.
Embrocation Rubbing on a lotion.
Emollient A softener.
Ephemeral Short-lived.
Epiphany A sudden revelation.
Erstwhile At one time, for a time.
Ethereal Gaseous, invisible but detectable.
Evanescent Vanishing quickly, lasting a very short time.
Evocative Suggestive.
Fetching Pretty.
Felicity Pleasantness.
Forbearance Withholding response to provocation.
Fugacious Fleeting.
Furtive Shifty, sneaky.
Gambol To skip or leap about joyfully.
Glamour Beauty.
Gossamer The finest piece of thread, a spider’s silk.
Halcyon Happy, sunny, care-free.
Harbinger Messenger with news of the future.
Imbrication Overlapping and forming a regular pattern.
Imbroglio An altercation or complicated situation.
Imbue To infuse, instill.
Incipient Beginning, in an early stage.
Ineffable Unutterable, inexpressible.
Ingénue A naïve young woman.
Inglenook A cozy nook by the hearth.
Insouciance Blithe nonchalance.
Inure To become jaded.
Labyrinthine Twisting and turning.
Lagniappe A special kind of gift.
Lagoon A small gulf or inlet.
Languor Listlessness, inactivity.
Lassitude Weariness, listlessness.
Leisure Free time.
Lilt To move musically or lively.
Lissome Slender and graceful.
Lithe Slender and flexible.
Love Deep affection.
Mellifluous Sweet sounding.
Moiety One of two equal parts.
Mondegreen A slip of the ear.
Murmurous Murmuring.
Nemesis An unconquerable archenemy.
Offing The sea between the horizon and the offshore.
Onomatopoeia A word that sounds like its meaning.
Opulent Lush, luxuriant.
Palimpsest A manuscript written over earlier ones.
Panacea A solution for all problems
Panoply A complete set.
Pastiche An art work combining materials from various sources.
Penumbra A half-shadow.
Petrichor The smell of earth after rain.
Plethora A large quantity.
Propinquity An inclination.
Pyrrhic Successful with heavy losses.
Quintessential Most essential.
Ratatouille A spicy French stew.
Ravel To knit or unknit.
Redolent Fragrant.
Riparian By the bank of a stream.
Ripple A very small wave.
Scintilla A spark or very small thing.
Sempiternal Eternal.
Seraglio Rich, luxurious oriental palace or harem.
Serendipity Finding something nice while looking for something else.
Summery Light, delicate or warm and sunny.
Sumptuous Lush, luxurious.
Surreptitious Secretive, sneaky.
Susquehanna A river in Pennsylvania.
Susurrous Whispering, hissing.
Talisman A good luck charm.
Tintinnabulation Tinkling.
Umbrella Protection from sun or rain.
Untoward Unseemly, inappropriate.
Vestigial In trace amounts.
Wafture Waving.
Wherewithal The means.
Woebegone Sorrowful, downcast.
Monday, November 15, 2010
GRABE NA.
Ano bang ginawa ko? Masyado na ba? Pero kung anuman ang nagawa kong mali, sapat ba 'yun para ganituhin mo ko? Grabe talaga. Hindi ko alam talaga kung anong nagawa ko sa\yo kung bakit ang init init ng dugo mo sakin.
Friday, November 12, 2010
NOV122010. PHOTO SHITS BECAUSE I DO NOT HAVE SOMETHING TO POST.
You just gotta love these girls.<3
With Erika :)
KAAAY I'M TOO LAZY TO PUT DESCRIPTIONS. WORDS CAN'T EXPLAIN IT, THO. THE SMILES ON OUR FACES CAN.
WATCHED COMING SOON AT KAT'S CRIB. CHRISTELL THE BITCH IS HERE, SLEEPING OVER. AGAIN. GIGGLING AND CUDDLING BECAUSE OF HER NEWFOUND.. NVM. BIATCH, SHE IS.
I'LL BE NEEDING THESE WHEN I TAKE JOURNALISM/COMMARTS. FOR FUTURE REFERENCE.
basorexia: an overwhelming desire to neck or kiss.
lygerastia: the condition of one who is only amorous when the lights are out.
brontide: the low rumbling of distant thunder.
dactylion: the tip of a middle finger.
nudiustertian: pertaining to the day before yesterday.
gargalesthesia: the sensation caused by tickling.
petrichor: the smell of rain on dry ground.
dendolatry: worship of trees.
lethologica: the inability to recall a precise word for something.
psithurism: a whispering sound, i.e: the sound of wind in trees, or rustling leaves.
witzelsucht: a feeble attempt at humour.
epeolatry: worship of words.
woundy: excessively; extremely.
tacenda: things not to be mentioned.
naupathia: sea sickness.
baisemain: a kiss on the hand.
lygerastia: the condition of one who is only amorous when the lights are out.
brontide: the low rumbling of distant thunder.
dactylion: the tip of a middle finger.
nudiustertian: pertaining to the day before yesterday.
gargalesthesia: the sensation caused by tickling.
petrichor: the smell of rain on dry ground.
dendolatry: worship of trees.
lethologica: the inability to recall a precise word for something.
psithurism: a whispering sound, i.e: the sound of wind in trees, or rustling leaves.
witzelsucht: a feeble attempt at humour.
epeolatry: worship of words.
woundy: excessively; extremely.
tacenda: things not to be mentioned.
naupathia: sea sickness.
baisemain: a kiss on the hand.
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Tomorrow's a gift you might want to plan.
Choosing a college program really is hard, gee. I've been feeling this feeling for a long time now. Wait, scratch that. I just felt this feeling when the application form for UST was given. I've been feeling so petiks until yesterday. This is hard.
Will you go for your dreams or stick to the stuff you do good in? Take note of that, good, not great. Will you come out of your comfort zone and reach for that thing you've been seeing yourself in in the future?
These have been the questions running in my mind right now. I don't know what to do.
You see, I want to be a doctor. I really really really want to be one. Since I was a kid, I've been dreaming of this. I want this. This has been my dream for a long time. But I know I'm not so good with science and problem solvings. Which is totally not good right? And then there's this program named Communication Arts/Journalism which requires good english skills. (Though I think I'd prefer Communication Arts because it has a wider range) So yeah, these programs require good english which luckily, I'm good at. I'm not great with it, just okay. Just clarifying. Iknow I can do okay in Commarts, but I want to be a doctor! Help me.
Then there's this thought bothering me which I got from Ma'am Erika. You see, she took Medtech but ended up as an R.E Major. You get the idea? Your future doesn't really depend on your course... Okay, so it does affect it somehow. But the job destined for you will find its way. You can't escape it. It will just come.
I'LL BE A DOCTOR OR WRITER SOMETIME STILL, THOUGH. I'LL FIND MY OWN WAY TO BE ONE LOL.
No, but seriously God, You really need to help me.
Will you go for your dreams or stick to the stuff you do good in? Take note of that, good, not great. Will you come out of your comfort zone and reach for that thing you've been seeing yourself in in the future?
These have been the questions running in my mind right now. I don't know what to do.
You see, I want to be a doctor. I really really really want to be one. Since I was a kid, I've been dreaming of this. I want this. This has been my dream for a long time. But I know I'm not so good with science and problem solvings. Which is totally not good right? And then there's this program named Communication Arts/Journalism which requires good english skills. (Though I think I'd prefer Communication Arts because it has a wider range) So yeah, these programs require good english which luckily, I'm good at. I'm not great with it, just okay. Just clarifying. Iknow I can do okay in Commarts, but I want to be a doctor! Help me.
Then there's this thought bothering me which I got from Ma'am Erika. You see, she took Medtech but ended up as an R.E Major. You get the idea? Your future doesn't really depend on your course... Okay, so it does affect it somehow. But the job destined for you will find its way. You can't escape it. It will just come.
I'LL BE A DOCTOR OR WRITER SOMETIME STILL, THOUGH. I'LL FIND MY OWN WAY TO BE ONE LOL.
No, but seriously God, You really need to help me.
Saturday, November 6, 2010
I do not like what I'm becoming :(
You see, I am becoming gay. Bading, that is. I'm being too girly. And I don't like it. I want to maintain my tough boy-ish aura but I think it won't be long before it vanishes. I point the faults to my friends who makes me gay. FUCK YOU ALL, BITCHES. This is all your fault.
Blabbering bitch.
I have this classmate who keeps on blabbering too much it just gets up to my nerves. She always has a lot of things to say, mind you. And this girl has no limits in her words. Since ages, she's been like that. I do not know the reason why. I just hope she freakin' stops.
Thursday, November 4, 2010
Toss me in the air like no one's dead!
November42010
The day started with a gentle rainfall. I was afraid that it will go on until the afternoon. I organized this event, again. Looks like I have a future in organizing events.
I arrived 5minutes late, which is not unusual. Konti pa lang sila. Then 2:30PM came and I remembered Aldrin. He's not there. We went to the LRT Station since that's the place I told him to go. But he's not there. Luckily they found him in 7-Eleven. He said he was afraid we indian-ed him.
So today is basically pure FUN. Spell fun for me, will you? S-T-A-R C-I-T-Y! Today we went to Star fucking City and it was bloody cool. I was with Christell, Romayne, Rhode, Angela, Jesica, Meryl, Margaret, Jeanne, Giorla, Pamela, Michael, Thet, Sammy, Patrick, Aldrin, Nicolai, Richard, Sir Enzo, Sir Ichi, Ma'am mars, Ma'am Nikki, Kuki. In short, marami kami. Okay? And oh, the bitch came. Gioser ze goddess , that is. After countless bitchy words I said, he/she finally came. sorry Gai if I am spilling your identity here :(
We freaking ride the Star Flyer for starters because we are so courageous like that. Since we arrived early the line was not a line because we're the only one who were in line. HAHA. Then we rode the Surf Dance. BLOODY HELL IT WAS AWESOME! Richard sat beside me and he looks like he wants to jump off the ride. I was nearly hugging him, clinging to dear life. And because we are so courageous like that, we rode the Cyclone next. Dizziness should take over by now but still there's nothing. Them we entered Mummy shit and I was terrified HAHA. I'm afraid on those kind of places., you see. Wait, I do not have to explain every single right? Every ride we took? Should I? I believe not.
I rode the Surf dance for like, 5 times?! Hella fun, I must admit.
Way to go jeanne, you gave us free drinks! Thank you for that.
We received a group message that sent chills down our spines. It told that Sir Jucutan is dead. He, being a good old man, and our teacher in TLE that we never took seriously, is dead. WHAT THE FUCK!? A tear rolled down my cheek right after hearing this. Then there's this spooky part where a hand touched Christell's shoulder. No one's around.
We went home sad after a day's festivities. Lol.
Then today, only to find out that it was Sir's father that passed out, not him. Thank goodness. I will treat you more seriously, Sir Jucutan. This is a wake up call.
The day started with a gentle rainfall. I was afraid that it will go on until the afternoon. I organized this event, again. Looks like I have a future in organizing events.
I arrived 5minutes late, which is not unusual. Konti pa lang sila. Then 2:30PM came and I remembered Aldrin. He's not there. We went to the LRT Station since that's the place I told him to go. But he's not there. Luckily they found him in 7-Eleven. He said he was afraid we indian-ed him.
So today is basically pure FUN. Spell fun for me, will you? S-T-A-R C-I-T-Y! Today we went to Star fucking City and it was bloody cool. I was with Christell, Romayne, Rhode, Angela, Jesica, Meryl, Margaret, Jeanne, Giorla, Pamela, Michael, Thet, Sammy, Patrick, Aldrin, Nicolai, Richard, Sir Enzo, Sir Ichi, Ma'am mars, Ma'am Nikki, Kuki. In short, marami kami. Okay? And oh, the bitch came. Gioser ze goddess , that is. After countless bitchy words I said, he/she finally came. sorry Gai if I am spilling your identity here :(
We freaking ride the Star Flyer for starters because we are so courageous like that. Since we arrived early the line was not a line because we're the only one who were in line. HAHA. Then we rode the Surf Dance. BLOODY HELL IT WAS AWESOME! Richard sat beside me and he looks like he wants to jump off the ride. I was nearly hugging him, clinging to dear life. And because we are so courageous like that, we rode the Cyclone next. Dizziness should take over by now but still there's nothing. Them we entered Mummy shit and I was terrified HAHA. I'm afraid on those kind of places., you see. Wait, I do not have to explain every single right? Every ride we took? Should I? I believe not.
I rode the Surf dance for like, 5 times?! Hella fun, I must admit.
Way to go jeanne, you gave us free drinks! Thank you for that.
We received a group message that sent chills down our spines. It told that Sir Jucutan is dead. He, being a good old man, and our teacher in TLE that we never took seriously, is dead. WHAT THE FUCK!? A tear rolled down my cheek right after hearing this. Then there's this spooky part where a hand touched Christell's shoulder. No one's around.
We went home sad after a day's festivities. Lol.
Then today, only to find out that it was Sir's father that passed out, not him. Thank goodness. I will treat you more seriously, Sir Jucutan. This is a wake up call.
Monday, November 1, 2010
I need not to say this but I want to.
Oct25-292010.
It is my first time to ride a plane. Like... EVER! But no, I am not excited. I dunno why. So today I will be taking off to Davao. Same old, I know this feeling. Getting away from home for a long time. Without any mother right beside me when I need one. It was already night time when we got to Davao. We got our baggages. Ooooh that rolling black thing amuses me. Sorry for the kamangyan-an.
Davao looks like a rural place. Maybe it's equivalent here in the Metro is I think is Laguna with all its trees around, but with the city-ish feel. The part of Davao i got to see is not the Davao I've been expecting to see. I was expecting some kind of... tourist spots. Expectations really can disappoint you. I forgot that what I'm going to is actually a... writing workshop. And not some kind of trip in which I can tour around Davao. So, hopes went down.
Hi, Brokenshire Resort and Convention Center. Sorry for this but, your service is not so good. I know, I know. I was there for free but I have to say this. Peace y'all. Add some hot showers when I get back, okay? You can also add some vendo machines along the way If I am not bugging you guys. So okay, good. In short, your service and place is OK, but not great. Strive harder. Go figure.
So, on with the Workshop proper. It was.. I dunno how to put it. I'm so sorry I have to post this blog post. I hope no one sees this. This is a humiliation :( Okay I will not elaborate on this more.
Same old, same old. But the one thing I really enjoyed in Davao is eating five times a day. Our meals are timed so it's fine with me since eating at home is like.. just something you do when you have nothing else to do. Woohoo to the boneless bangus. I will never ever forget you. Just so you know, I ate twice during that specific breakfast.
Okay, done with the workshop part. This is the part where I talk about entering a library and leaving it the moment you sit on a comfy chair. I need not to elaborate on this because.. I need not to. Haha. OKay then, we went to Ateneo de Davao, which of course is smaller compared to ADMU here.
Our trip was cut short since we did not wake up early. We should have gone to People's Park, or whatever the park's name is, but we did not get a chance because our asses are so lazy to get up. Mind that, we need to assemble by 6AM. 6 in the freaking morning and we are almost 5 in a room with only one bathroom. How the hell can we assemble in 6 in the effin' morning?
Oh I forgot telling about the swimming pool. T-shirts were not allowed since there were other guests, said Ma'am Joanna. So I had to change to another t-shirt which has shorter sleeves haha. And we swam for like.. an hour. What the hell was that shit haha. I enjoyed drowning Clarisse and Hannah since they are both littlies. Haha sorry for being harsh :|
Then, after those days of having the workshop, we need to head home. The feeling was, I dunno. I do not want to go home yet since I am in so freakin' cool Davao but I want to go since I miss the city. But I have no other choice but to leave.
So, my seatmate in the plane is Joepett freakin' Hernandez and he's such a pain in the ass for being such a pain in the ass. He's so annoying I wanna jump off the plane. Sorry, Joepett, I had to say all of this. KIDDING, HAHAHA. Then I watched Despicable Me in the plane but did not get a chance to finish it since the plane already landed. FREAKING FAST.
Then, home sweet home. I missed you, MNL. Hugged my mom so tight I thought I crushed her. OA.
It is my first time to ride a plane. Like... EVER! But no, I am not excited. I dunno why. So today I will be taking off to Davao. Same old, I know this feeling. Getting away from home for a long time. Without any mother right beside me when I need one. It was already night time when we got to Davao. We got our baggages. Ooooh that rolling black thing amuses me. Sorry for the kamangyan-an.
Davao looks like a rural place. Maybe it's equivalent here in the Metro is I think is Laguna with all its trees around, but with the city-ish feel. The part of Davao i got to see is not the Davao I've been expecting to see. I was expecting some kind of... tourist spots. Expectations really can disappoint you. I forgot that what I'm going to is actually a... writing workshop. And not some kind of trip in which I can tour around Davao. So, hopes went down.
Hi, Brokenshire Resort and Convention Center. Sorry for this but, your service is not so good. I know, I know. I was there for free but I have to say this. Peace y'all. Add some hot showers when I get back, okay? You can also add some vendo machines along the way If I am not bugging you guys. So okay, good. In short, your service and place is OK, but not great. Strive harder. Go figure.
So, on with the Workshop proper. It was.. I dunno how to put it. I'm so sorry I have to post this blog post. I hope no one sees this. This is a humiliation :( Okay I will not elaborate on this more.
Same old, same old. But the one thing I really enjoyed in Davao is eating five times a day. Our meals are timed so it's fine with me since eating at home is like.. just something you do when you have nothing else to do. Woohoo to the boneless bangus. I will never ever forget you. Just so you know, I ate twice during that specific breakfast.
Okay, done with the workshop part. This is the part where I talk about entering a library and leaving it the moment you sit on a comfy chair. I need not to elaborate on this because.. I need not to. Haha. OKay then, we went to Ateneo de Davao, which of course is smaller compared to ADMU here.
Our trip was cut short since we did not wake up early. We should have gone to People's Park, or whatever the park's name is, but we did not get a chance because our asses are so lazy to get up. Mind that, we need to assemble by 6AM. 6 in the freaking morning and we are almost 5 in a room with only one bathroom. How the hell can we assemble in 6 in the effin' morning?
Oh I forgot telling about the swimming pool. T-shirts were not allowed since there were other guests, said Ma'am Joanna. So I had to change to another t-shirt which has shorter sleeves haha. And we swam for like.. an hour. What the hell was that shit haha. I enjoyed drowning Clarisse and Hannah since they are both littlies. Haha sorry for being harsh :|
Then, after those days of having the workshop, we need to head home. The feeling was, I dunno. I do not want to go home yet since I am in so freakin' cool Davao but I want to go since I miss the city. But I have no other choice but to leave.
So, my seatmate in the plane is Joepett freakin' Hernandez and he's such a pain in the ass for being such a pain in the ass. He's so annoying I wanna jump off the plane. Sorry, Joepett, I had to say all of this. KIDDING, HAHAHA. Then I watched Despicable Me in the plane but did not get a chance to finish it since the plane already landed. FREAKING FAST.
Then, home sweet home. I missed you, MNL. Hugged my mom so tight I thought I crushed her. OA.
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
It's a Rollercoaster Kind of Rush
Yesterday was my sofa king first time to ride a plane. EVER! It's like riding a shitty ride in Star City. And it's for free, you bitches. DIE FROM JEALOUSYYYYY! HAHA OKAY I AM MEAN, I'M SORRY :(
So now I'm in Davao doing this Writing Workshop by the US Embassy. WHAT A LUCKY LADY. Earlier, I ate (so much like vomited) a Durian Pie. IJUSTCAN'TEXPLAINTHEFUCKINGTASTE. TASTES LIKE DUNG :( I shouldn't have eaten it by the smell of it. I should be careful next time in putting things into my system :(
So now I'm in Davao doing this Writing Workshop by the US Embassy. WHAT A LUCKY LADY. Earlier, I ate (so much like vomited) a Durian Pie. IJUSTCAN'TEXPLAINTHEFUCKINGTASTE. TASTES LIKE DUNG :( I shouldn't have eaten it by the smell of it. I should be careful next time in putting things into my system :(
Because I saw Angela's blog so updated;
I GOT JEALOUS. I WILL UPDATE MINE TOO. HAH! BEAT THAT, YOU ANNIHILATEDHEART! HAHAHA. LOVE YOU.
Friday, October 22, 2010
Waaaaaave!
Today was fun! We had our fieldtrip in Club Manila East. Tha waaaaaaaves!
It was enjoyed because of Piety. I hate to think that this will be our last fieldtrip because we'll be graduating soon :(
It was enjoyed because of Piety. I hate to think that this will be our last fieldtrip because we'll be graduating soon :(
I hope this place is safe.
TO pour all my rants in to.
FIRST. WHAT THE F? What the hell did just happen? ACCORDING TO THE RULES AND GUIDELINES, ONLY. ONLY! SPLITS AND BENDINGS ARE ALLOWED. But what the hell did happen?
SECOND. A YELL MUST BE GOOD FOR 1-2 MINS. AGAIN, WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED?
Okay, to make things clear, i am saying these things because I hate the people i am referring to. I am saying all these because
THIRD.
YEAHHHHHHHHHH CHAMPIONS FOR MES AND WOMEN'S VOLLEYBALL! FIRST TIME EVAHHHHH! K. HAHAHAHAH.
FIRST. WHAT THE F? What the hell did just happen? ACCORDING TO THE RULES AND GUIDELINES, ONLY. ONLY! SPLITS AND BENDINGS ARE ALLOWED. But what the hell did happen?
SECOND. A YELL MUST BE GOOD FOR 1-2 MINS. AGAIN, WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED?
Okay, to make things clear, i am saying these things because I hate the people i am referring to. I am saying all these because
THIRD.
YEAHHHHHHHHHH CHAMPIONS FOR MES AND WOMEN'S VOLLEYBALL! FIRST TIME EVAHHHHH! K. HAHAHAHAH.
Saturday, September 25, 2010
JONAN MENDOZA BUAN AND MARIELLE GRACE DELOS REYES DACUMOS.
I miss you both, bitches. Kaya nga umalis na tayo.. Namimiss ko mnsan elementary LOL.
SPAGHETTI HAIR. CRUSH NG BAYAN. WRESTLING SA GITNA NG "CLASSROOM." BUTIKI FALLS. TATAY ANCER'S PUGAD. DUTCH MILL YOGURT. NANAY BETH WITH ALL HER JUICES AND PASTILLAS BALLS. JESICA ROMERO. MARY JANE LEGASPI. TOM SAWYER. RJAM. ASPHALTED AREA. JOURN.
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SPAGHETTI HAIR. CRUSH NG BAYAN. WRESTLING SA GITNA NG "CLASSROOM." BUTIKI FALLS. TATAY ANCER'S PUGAD. DUTCH MILL YOGURT. NANAY BETH WITH ALL HER JUICES AND PASTILLAS BALLS. JESICA ROMERO. MARY JANE LEGASPI. TOM SAWYER. RJAM. ASPHALTED AREA. JOURN.
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September 25, 2010. Mall of Asia!
Thank you classmates for this day. This day is funnnnn! I do not know what i'll do without you. Srsly :)
And I think i'm a good organizer. HAHAHA. Go figure.
And I think i'm a good organizer. HAHAHA. Go figure.
Friday, September 10, 2010
LATELY.
Lately, I've been talking to someone I should not talk to. I can regard her as a stranger, literally. But there's this person who connect us tho.
Talking to this person,I can say, is extremelyyyyy dangerous ok. Because.. Yeah. Because she knows something others don't :(
Hey, for the period of time we've been talking, I learned to become your friend. I dunno if you treat me the same way as I do but its ok, ok? I'm not expecting or something. I'm fine with the conversations we're having, really :)
You tie me back to my past. I dunno if i'll thank or kill you for that. HAHAHA.
SEE YOU'RE MY FRIEND I EVEN MADE YOU A BLOG POST :P
Take care, you :)
Talking to this person,I can say, is extremelyyyyy dangerous ok. Because.. Yeah. Because she knows something others don't :(
Hey, for the period of time we've been talking, I learned to become your friend. I dunno if you treat me the same way as I do but its ok, ok? I'm not expecting or something. I'm fine with the conversations we're having, really :)
You tie me back to my past. I dunno if i'll thank or kill you for that. HAHAHA.
SEE YOU'RE MY FRIEND I EVEN MADE YOU A BLOG POST :P
Take care, you :)
Monday, September 6, 2010
September 6.
Well this day wasn't really that great because my pocket is.. I CAN'T EVEN. I went shopping for my school supplies. Triangles, scissors, etc. We ate at Asturias. Isaw FTW baby.
And. Yeah. Fuck you. Very hard. Thanks.
And. Yeah. Fuck you. Very hard. Thanks.
Friday, September 3, 2010
Concentration is the Rhythm!
A had a lot of fun today thanks to my classmates. We were laughing our asses off because of the consequences we had :)
I love you Piety! :D
I love you Piety! :D
Sunday, August 29, 2010
Bestfriend #14; Koleen Gatpandan Chavez.
I don't actually know how I became friends with this... this.. Girl. Okay let's consider her as a girl okay? It started during the Friendster Era. I asked for her number. Being that lower year student that I am. And it turned out that I saved the wrong number, I can still remember that.
That was soooo.. Embarassing.
Then there we became friends and we talked about a lot of stuff. I'm really comfortable telling things to this.. this.. girl. I dunno why but I thinkshe put this gayuma on my Nutting Hill Milkshake. (Hey, thank you for that.)
Then blahblahblah, after a lot of worthwhile talks, I began to trust her. With a lot of my secrets (I dunno if I consider those stories as secrets because, I think I told a lot of people about those stuffssss.XD)
Hey dude, I wanna thank you for all the things you did for me. Okay? Loveyou dude! >:D<
That was soooo.. Embarassing.
Then there we became friends and we talked about a lot of stuff. I'm really comfortable telling things to this.. this.. girl. I dunno why but I thinkshe put this gayuma on my Nutting Hill Milkshake. (Hey, thank you for that.)
Then blahblahblah, after a lot of worthwhile talks, I began to trust her. With a lot of my secrets (I dunno if I consider those stories as secrets because, I think I told a lot of people about those stuffssss.XD)
Hey dude, I wanna thank you for all the things you did for me. Okay? Loveyou dude! >:D<
Bestfriend #13; Margaret Balagtas Bondoc.
She's this nagging girl you just can't resist. I'm this girl who gets nagged a lot. And because of that, we became bestfriends.
We fight. Usually, I guess. I dunno why but.. Too complicated to explain. But we get into each others' nerves quite a lot.
But despite those childish fights, I love her for being a friend. For being a bestfriend to me. Yes Marga, you heard that right. I value you. Haha :)
Thank you for everything okay? >:D<
**ADDITION;
Marga's outfit whenever going to the mall:
1. Shorts. And when I say shorts, I mean it.
2. Sleeveless/Razorbacks/Spahetti Straps
3. Vest whatever pamatong she has.
4. Then her slippers!
Then, there. She'll stroll the mall. Hahaha :))
She's this girl who loves Mickey Mouse so much. She even has Mickey Mouse undies. And I am not kidding by any means alright?
I have no more to say.
We fight. Usually, I guess. I dunno why but.. Too complicated to explain. But we get into each others' nerves quite a lot.
But despite those childish fights, I love her for being a friend. For being a bestfriend to me. Yes Marga, you heard that right. I value you. Haha :)
Thank you for everything okay? >:D<
**ADDITION;
Marga's outfit whenever going to the mall:
1. Shorts. And when I say shorts, I mean it.
2. Sleeveless/Razorbacks/Spahetti Straps
3. Vest whatever pamatong she has.
4. Then her slippers!
Then, there. She'll stroll the mall. Hahaha :))
She's this girl who loves Mickey Mouse so much. She even has Mickey Mouse undies. And I am not kidding by any means alright?
I have no more to say.
Bestfriend #12; Clarisse Rosary Paguia Capulong.
This girl = BITCH. She really is. I know I am too but the extent of her bitchness is too high for me to reach. We're the exact opposites. Or not. And we became bestfriends.
Just recently, we had a misunderstanding. I know I'm in the right place to be bitchy but still. I became a friend. Haha! I hope Clarisse that you learned a lesson from that incident.
Thank you for being there when I need you. For being there when I need somebody to talk to. I miss hanging out with you! Loveyou. >:D<
Just recently, we had a misunderstanding. I know I'm in the right place to be bitchy but still. I became a friend. Haha! I hope Clarisse that you learned a lesson from that incident.
Thank you for being there when I need you. For being there when I need somebody to talk to. I miss hanging out with you! Loveyou. >:D<
Bestfriend #11: Maria Enriqueta Gonzales Dela Merced.
I do not know how we became bestfriends. It started off with texting and the rest is history. I remember you having that headband of yours put up to your head so hard, it nearly fell your head. Whut. Nevermind.
Just want to say I miss you. It's been a while since we talked. I miss those times that I always text you and you do too.
Just recently, I found out something. You know what that is. And... Long story. Too risky to tell here.
I dunno. I think our friendship fell apart. Very dramatic? Yes. It's true.I dunno how but it just did.
I miss you bestfriend. Hope you miss me too. Take care always.
Just want to say I miss you. It's been a while since we talked. I miss those times that I always text you and you do too.
Just recently, I found out something. You know what that is. And... Long story. Too risky to tell here.
I dunno. I think our friendship fell apart. Very dramatic? Yes. It's true.I dunno how but it just did.
I miss you bestfriend. Hope you miss me too. Take care always.
Bestfriend#10; Sarah Denise Ong Samson.
To start off, I BECOMING BESTFRIENDS WITH THIS FRAGILE GIRL IS AN ACCIDENT.
Yes, Sarah. I know you know what I mean.
I don't know how we became bestfriends up to this extent but we just did. You, so emotional and unlucky, became friends with me, so strong and numb. LOLWHATAMISAYING. No, scratch all of that.
Sarah, so sweet and caring, became bestfriends with me, so weak and numb, I had that part right. Thank you Sarah for being that person I can tell everything to.
I miss you Sarah. I miss hanging out with you. It's been ages that we talked for a lot of things. Things that came out of the blue. I miss those conversations. WALALANG.
Yes, Sarah. I know you know what I mean.
I don't know how we became bestfriends up to this extent but we just did. You, so emotional and unlucky, became friends with me, so strong and numb. LOLWHATAMISAYING. No, scratch all of that.
Sarah, so sweet and caring, became bestfriends with me, so weak and numb, I had that part right. Thank you Sarah for being that person I can tell everything to.
I miss you Sarah. I miss hanging out with you. It's been ages that we talked for a lot of things. Things that came out of the blue. I miss those conversations. WALALANG.
Bestfriend #9; Nikka Platon Veron.
I dunno why I bacame friends with this punk. IAMKIDDINGALRIGHT? But this punk, happens to be one of those people I can turn to without any hesitation whatsoever, thank you very much. We may not talk about those girly shits like girl bestfriends usually do, but we talk about the joy of life. How we should spend it, and how we can be happy about it.
I am happy to have this punk as a friend because she knows me. And I know her too, I might assume. These past few days, I spent a lot of time with her, and I'm thankful that I did. I had to catch up with all the times we've been apart.
Thank you Nikka for being that not-too-girly-girl bestfriend to me! I will forever cherish the times we spent together :)
I am happy to have this punk as a friend because she knows me. And I know her too, I might assume. These past few days, I spent a lot of time with her, and I'm thankful that I did. I had to catch up with all the times we've been apart.
Thank you Nikka for being that not-too-girly-girl bestfriend to me! I will forever cherish the times we spent together :)
The Book of Life.
This is a sad truth. Life truly doesn't have a book with all the answers at the back of it. You'll just learn in the end.
One day, all the things that happened it your life will flash back all at once. Make sure it is worth watching. True.
Time Passes by Today clinking TickTockTickTock.
Time really flies so fast. Yesterday I was a freshie without any friend and today I am senior who can't count her friends with the number of her fingers.
I will really miss High School. It taught me a lot of lessons. I hope I did a lot.
Friday, August 27, 2010
I.
I really am; COMPLEX.
I myself do not understand who I really am. It's as if my decisions came out of nowhere. I'm a happy-go-lucky person. I want quick actions to my out-of-the-blue-ideas. I want to do things my way. MY WAY.
But, I listen. I listen because I want to. I want to hear people; their feelings, their insights on things. I want people to open up to me. I dunno why, but I want to help. One way or another, I volunteer. To things that doesn't really need me.
I WANT TO BE THERE. I want people to think of me as the person you can rely on. That is why I want to always be "physically there." I don't want to miss lakwachas or the like. I don't want to be left out.
I WANT PEOPLE TO SPEAK.
I WANT TO LOVE. Love is awful. It kills your insides. Do not love unless you're sure of what you feel.
I DON'T WANT TO BE HURT. Who would want that?
I AM A JEALOUS PERSON. I easily get jealous. But grudges are not present. I simply am.. I dunno what you call it.
I CRITICIZE. Because there's something to criticize about.
I SPEAK. Because I want to be heard. I have a voice and I will use it.
I HATE. Just because.
I PROCRASTINATE. Because procarastinating is fun.
I TYPE RANDOM. Because I let it all out.
This is crap. Do not read.
I myself do not understand who I really am. It's as if my decisions came out of nowhere. I'm a happy-go-lucky person. I want quick actions to my out-of-the-blue-ideas. I want to do things my way. MY WAY.
But, I listen. I listen because I want to. I want to hear people; their feelings, their insights on things. I want people to open up to me. I dunno why, but I want to help. One way or another, I volunteer. To things that doesn't really need me.
I WANT TO BE THERE. I want people to think of me as the person you can rely on. That is why I want to always be "physically there." I don't want to miss lakwachas or the like. I don't want to be left out.
I WANT PEOPLE TO SPEAK.
I WANT TO LOVE. Love is awful. It kills your insides. Do not love unless you're sure of what you feel.
I DON'T WANT TO BE HURT. Who would want that?
I AM A JEALOUS PERSON. I easily get jealous. But grudges are not present. I simply am.. I dunno what you call it.
I CRITICIZE. Because there's something to criticize about.
I SPEAK. Because I want to be heard. I have a voice and I will use it.
I HATE. Just because.
I PROCRASTINATE. Because procarastinating is fun.
I TYPE RANDOM. Because I let it all out.
This is crap. Do not read.
I missed hanging out. I miss:
1. Lovers' Lane.
2. Late night practices.
3. A lot of laughters.
4. A lot of people. When I say a lot, I mean it.
5. I miss my bestfriend, Kit.
6. I miss my dude, Koleen.
7. I misssssss, a lot of things. People.
8. You. LOLJKI'VEMOVEDONALREADY.
2. Late night practices.
3. A lot of laughters.
4. A lot of people. When I say a lot, I mean it.
5. I miss my bestfriend, Kit.
6. I miss my dude, Koleen.
7. I misssssss, a lot of things. People.
8. You. LOLJKI'VEMOVEDONALREADY.
You see...
I love to blog. I dunno why. My posts may be plain and simple but these posts makes me remember things. Things that happened in the past. A simple sentence here means a thousand words to me.
And when I blog, there's this tendency that I became tired of typing. Just like today. I feel lazy. So i'll end this post without any good meaning.
And when I blog, there's this tendency that I became tired of typing. Just like today. I feel lazy. So i'll end this post without any good meaning.
Thursday, August 26, 2010
Bestfriend #7; Giorla Joanne Antonio Negre.
She's my FIRST FRIEND EVER IN EHS! And I'm glad that she got tht title, she deserve it. I was touched with her retreat letter. She said something like having that kind of "award" is one of the best awards she ever had, something like that.
I'm happy to have you, Giorla, as a friend, because you are a great one indeed. We may not be as physically close as Christell and I is, but there you go, you have me when we are reviewing. And we have Our Wall. With its flying colors! It witnessed a lot of formulas and it will witness more. We've only just begun. HAHA.
And yes, we should go out more often. I'm not asking for the two of us only, i'd really be glad to spend my time with you. This past summer we made plans but action was missing. And I understand. I hope this time... You get the point :)
Thank you Giorla for being there when I need you :)
I am here too when you need me, you know that. And in case you don't, you now know :D
I'm happy to have you, Giorla, as a friend, because you are a great one indeed. We may not be as physically close as Christell and I is, but there you go, you have me when we are reviewing. And we have Our Wall. With its flying colors! It witnessed a lot of formulas and it will witness more. We've only just begun. HAHA.
And yes, we should go out more often. I'm not asking for the two of us only, i'd really be glad to spend my time with you. This past summer we made plans but action was missing. And I understand. I hope this time... You get the point :)
Thank you Giorla for being there when I need you :)
I am here too when you need me, you know that. And in case you don't, you now know :D
Bestfriend #6; Ritzlynd Rouise Perez Pablo.
We may have gotten few strings cut but still, I consider her as my best friend. I haven't talked to her seriously for the past few moths compared to my other friends but lately, we did. And I'm happy that she opened up to me. Can I consider that as opening up? Yes, I think so. Because she shared a part of her that only people know and I am grateful that she did.
She's one of those friends who will strangle you. Literally. Proly, it's her way of showing her affection. HOW COOL IS THAT? That is why most of the time, I avoid her. Because she will hurt me. And I don't want to be hurt. HAHAHA.
We used to be so close, as far as I can remember. But, things change. She changed and I did too. I hope I can bring back the friendship and closeness we had back then. I miss you Ritzlynd :)
She's one of those friends who will strangle you. Literally. Proly, it's her way of showing her affection. HOW COOL IS THAT? That is why most of the time, I avoid her. Because she will hurt me. And I don't want to be hurt. HAHAHA.
We used to be so close, as far as I can remember. But, things change. She changed and I did too. I hope I can bring back the friendship and closeness we had back then. I miss you Ritzlynd :)
Bestfriend #5; Angela Clarice Segovia Burgos.
She's one of those bestfriends I do not miss because she's there. Literally ALWAYS there because our houses are just a jeepney ride away. Throughout the summer I think we still hanged out. More than anyone else I think. And I'm happy that I have her as a friend.
She knows me and I hope that I know her well, too. She's there when I need somebody to talk to but I really do not need outlets of my feelings. I, as much as possible, do not tell stories. Oh, I tell the happy ones. The sofa king ones, I do not. Because. Just because. You know. I do not want people to symphatize. I want them living their lives without my problems for them to handle.
Thank you Angela for being there. I might as well tell you that I am proud of you for moving on. Yes, I am. Me? I have already too. Yes. Haha! Finally. I think. No, scratch that. I'm sure.
I'll miss you Angela when college comes. I hope we'll still be tight as ever! >:D<
She knows me and I hope that I know her well, too. She's there when I need somebody to talk to but I really do not need outlets of my feelings. I, as much as possible, do not tell stories. Oh, I tell the happy ones. The sofa king ones, I do not. Because. Just because. You know. I do not want people to symphatize. I want them living their lives without my problems for them to handle.
Thank you Angela for being there. I might as well tell you that I am proud of you for moving on. Yes, I am. Me? I have already too. Yes. Haha! Finally. I think. No, scratch that. I'm sure.
I'll miss you Angela when college comes. I hope we'll still be tight as ever! >:D<
Monday, August 23, 2010
Because of this day, I learned to value my life.
I learned that life nowadays is truly fragile. With just one gunshot, all the happiness, the relationships, the future, the life, will be all gone.
Thank you Mr. Rolando Mendoza for making me realize this. Today you gave shame to your country. Losing a job does not mean the end of your life. Losing a job does not mean ending other peoples' lives.
Life is one of the valuable matters in life. Losing a job won't entitle you to end one. And heck, to end a lot and give shame to your countries.
Mr Rolando Mendoza, may you rest in peace. May St. Peter prohibit you enter the kingdom of God. You changed a lot of lives. For the worse.
Thank you Mr. Rolando Mendoza for making me realize this. Today you gave shame to your country. Losing a job does not mean the end of your life. Losing a job does not mean ending other peoples' lives.
Life is one of the valuable matters in life. Losing a job won't entitle you to end one. And heck, to end a lot and give shame to your countries.
Mr Rolando Mendoza, may you rest in peace. May St. Peter prohibit you enter the kingdom of God. You changed a lot of lives. For the worse.
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Bestfriend #4; Rhode Kathleen Zamora Rionda.
Our friendship started when Eleni and Romayne insisted on her and Angela joining the group. Nung una nga eh ayaw ko pa kasi sabi ko napakarami na namin. I am glad that I let her and Angela came in. My life wasn't the same as before.
She's one of those determined people to Ace a test. And I am not one of those people. Maybe that is one thing that barriers the two of us. I am not blaming her nor I am blaming myself. I am blaming time. For keeping us two away. For keeping Rhode away from us.
We were so close before. We aren't now. I dunno. Things started to change. Schedules started to change. Seat plans started to change. And I think our friendship changed too. We weren't the same as before. Maybe circumstances differ. But I miss Rhode. I miss the old us.
But despite the things I said, I am proud of Rhode. I may not speak much but I am.
*I'll add a picture soon. DSL's malfuntioning.
She's one of those determined people to Ace a test. And I am not one of those people. Maybe that is one thing that barriers the two of us. I am not blaming her nor I am blaming myself. I am blaming time. For keeping us two away. For keeping Rhode away from us.
We were so close before. We aren't now. I dunno. Things started to change. Schedules started to change. Seat plans started to change. And I think our friendship changed too. We weren't the same as before. Maybe circumstances differ. But I miss Rhode. I miss the old us.
But despite the things I said, I am proud of Rhode. I may not speak much but I am.
*I'll add a picture soon. DSL's malfuntioning.
Bestfriend #3; Maria Romayne Capati Estanislao.
I started to be friends with her since first year. She had her hair in a middle half pony tail shit back then. And now look what she looks like now. I am proud of her. I may not speak that much about things like that but I am.
I am happy that I am friends with her. She taught me a lot.
I have a lot of first times with her.
1. My first time to come to Star City without any of my relatives.
2. My first Japanese Siomai ever!
3. And lots I can't remember.
Recently, there came a fight that happens in a blue moon for a group like us. We have flaws and all and we really are open with them. That is why events like this come. I am glad that we resolved it. I hope we did.
Anyway Romayne, I am really happy to have you. I love you! :)
Bestfriend #2; Eleni Kaye Caparas Domingo.
Hm. I met her during my first year in UST. I do not have friends that much. I only had Christell. I was regretful. So I seeked aid to this pretty girl. We then became friends. She had a friend which became my friend too and she'll be on my next blog post.
We started a group. Named Mrrolle. I know that name sucks and we weren't that proud of it. Time passed and I insisted on Christell joining the group since she were friends with some people that I didn't like way back then. I know I am mean.
So you see, this pretty girl and I became pretty close. So close that we started to fall apart. I miss her, you know. I miss the old us. She doesn't spend time with me that much now. She has a boyfriend. I understand her. And I will understand her.. But I miss her. I hope that one day she'll invite s at her house. You know, sit back and just laugh. I miss that. I miss her. We miss her.
Bestfriend #1.
This is my bestfriend (the one on the right and i’m on the left, DUH). Her name is Christell and we’ve been together since First Year HS.You see, we were schoolmates. I knew her since elementary but we weren’t friends back then. We are from different sections and I never had a chance to be classmates with this bitch We are now seniors. I wasted 3 precious years of my life hanging out with her. She sleeps in my house and I sleep at hers, too. We are like sisters. And I am very regretful that I have her as a sister. We say abusing words to each other and saying abusive words is FUNNNNN!
Saturday, August 21, 2010
August 21.
Pumunta ng UST ng 10AM. Umalis ng UST ng 1045AM. Pumunta ng CENTEX.
Nag-English Access. I feel so blessed. Binigyan kami ng;
1. Merriam-Webster Dictionary na worth 1,275php. (Hindi tinanggal 'yung tag price.XD)
2. Merriam-Webster Thesaurus. 195php. May presyo din amp.
3. Black, Red and Blue Panda ballpens. ANd the inks are not faulty!
4. IMATION FLASH DRIVE 4GIGABYTEEEEE! Omg! :DDD
Take note; Libre! Oh yeah! Umuwi 5PM. Pumunta kila Tita Loida. Won Gin, Yuri, Tita Loida, Ate Camille, Ate ..., Jesper, Jheric. Naglaro kami ni Won Gin, namiss ko siyaaaa ;(
Now; 0739PM, getting ready papuntang Cavite. Tas Tagaytay yata tomorrow. Goodbye! :)
Nag-English Access. I feel so blessed. Binigyan kami ng;
1. Merriam-Webster Dictionary na worth 1,275php. (Hindi tinanggal 'yung tag price.XD)
2. Merriam-Webster Thesaurus. 195php. May presyo din amp.
3. Black, Red and Blue Panda ballpens. ANd the inks are not faulty!
4. IMATION FLASH DRIVE 4GIGABYTEEEEE! Omg! :DDD
Take note; Libre! Oh yeah! Umuwi 5PM. Pumunta kila Tita Loida. Won Gin, Yuri, Tita Loida, Ate Camille, Ate ..., Jesper, Jheric. Naglaro kami ni Won Gin, namiss ko siyaaaa ;(
Now; 0739PM, getting ready papuntang Cavite. Tas Tagaytay yata tomorrow. Goodbye! :)
Friday, August 20, 2010
This day, I can't even.
First off, this day started as a mess, thank you very much. I woke up at 6:30AM and I have my class at 8AM. Good thing my mom woke me up. I still haven't reviewed yet for English and Health. Then okay, I took my bath only to find out that I have no ironed skirt. Wtf? I do not go to school with unironed uniforms! :( And this day is history.
Okay now I'm pissed off. And I got pissed even more. WALANG ULAM. PAANO AKO MAG-AALMUSAL. AYOKO NG TINAPAY ANAK NG POKWANG! Then I was looking for my mom and now I'm really angry. I can't find her. I asked my tita. She said that she is with Nicole, my 2-year old cousin. She's taking a walk with her and my tita gave me my baon. My mom gave it to her. THEN I LEFT. Naglalakad na ako, NASA KANTO NA, NALAMAN KONG HINDI KO DALA CELLPHONE KO. I was running so late so hindi ko na binalikan.
SA SCHOOL;
Ang hirap ng English test. It is harder than Physics and Trigo combined. Time consuming ang lola mo. Namiss ko tuloy si Sir Santiago. Higlighter Tests. WTF Health. Bulooong na rinig na rinig :))) Yessss! Tapos na ang Periodical Test! Hooraaaaah!
SA TriNoma;
Yon! Ito na ung climax ng araw na 'to. We watched STEP UP3. Shit. Shit. ANG GANDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. Let me repeat that, ANG GANDAAAAAAAA! :) Moose, cutie pie ka! Luke, ang yummy ng abs mo! Akin lang kayoooo!<3
***I don't miss you at all :)
Thursday, August 19, 2010
A Short Text Post for a Long Exhausting Day.
Math, can't we be friends? I swear I will love you with all my heart if we are :)
OHaaaay. Bakit ganun ung Algebra :(
FLIPTOP! :d
China bank :( MAyne. LOL. Kapagod.
TINATAMAD AKO MAGTYPE. TIME CHECK; 11;11 MAKE A WISH!
**SANA PO ______________________*** KKKK.
Makapag-aral na nga. Cl English at Health here I come! :)
OHaaaay. Bakit ganun ung Algebra :(
FLIPTOP! :d
China bank :( MAyne. LOL. Kapagod.
TINATAMAD AKO MAGTYPE. TIME CHECK; 11;11 MAKE A WISH!
**SANA PO ______________________*** KKKK.
Makapag-aral na nga. Cl English at Health here I come! :)
Sunday, August 15, 2010
August 13 and 14 are dates I won't forget.
This is our retreat. Seniors' retreat. On these days, UST-EHS' Quadricentennial Batch found unity and peace with each other.
Caleruega is a paradise. I wish I can go back there.
I am just happy that finally, FINALLY. Okay na kami :)
We've waited for 3years for this. Truly, True Love Waits :D
I ove you Seniors! Thank you for making theses days a memorable one :)
Friday, July 30, 2010
July 30.
Oh yessss! Champions for;
1. Chorale, The Wind.
2. Sabayang Bigkas, Pagkakaisa.
1st placers for;
1. Kilow Awit.
I won Gold for the Song Translation. Together with Juno and Janella. Ahhhhh. Worthwhile day :)
I love you Piety foreverrrrrr!
1. Chorale, The Wind.
2. Sabayang Bigkas, Pagkakaisa.
1st placers for;
1. Kilow Awit.
I won Gold for the Song Translation. Together with Juno and Janella. Ahhhhh. Worthwhile day :)
I love you Piety foreverrrrrr!
Thursday, July 29, 2010
4Piety, you do not know how much you mean to me :)
This day. Can't express how I feel today! :) God really is great :)
It went like this. We will have a program tomorrow. Languages Day. Our boys, still have time for DoTa. Eff that very much okay? Then there. Nagkapikunan na dahil nga duon. Kasi nakuha pa nilang magDoTa samantalang hindi pa kami tapos sa performance namin.
So everything went to chaos. Dominic crying here because of what the other boys said to him and Clarisse crying there because of some reason which involves the boys, too.
Then, there. We had an open forum. Saying all the things we feel and what we have to say. I was crying. It was very a heart-touching moment for me. The boys are opening to us. I haven't even thought of that before.
Imagine Aldrin and Nicolai crying. Impossible right?
And then we talked upon this: Not again that there will be a barrier to the boys and girls of 4Piety.
I love you 4piety. Remember that okay? I am just here. A step away from you. I'm always here :)
It went like this. We will have a program tomorrow. Languages Day. Our boys, still have time for DoTa. Eff that very much okay? Then there. Nagkapikunan na dahil nga duon. Kasi nakuha pa nilang magDoTa samantalang hindi pa kami tapos sa performance namin.
So everything went to chaos. Dominic crying here because of what the other boys said to him and Clarisse crying there because of some reason which involves the boys, too.
Then, there. We had an open forum. Saying all the things we feel and what we have to say. I was crying. It was very a heart-touching moment for me. The boys are opening to us. I haven't even thought of that before.
Imagine Aldrin and Nicolai crying. Impossible right?
And then we talked upon this: Not again that there will be a barrier to the boys and girls of 4Piety.
I love you 4piety. Remember that okay? I am just here. A step away from you. I'm always here :)
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
This day is a WHATEVEN.
This day, is really, really. A.. a. Words can't explain how bad this day is.
The day started out fine. We had Mathivation Seminar. It was great. I really loved Mr. Nolen for the things he said. He sees beauty in Mathematics. Can you even imagine that? Deym, it is.
So there there we had our seminar from 9Am to 12NN. Great syory. Right? Yes? Good.
Noon came and I had lunch. Duh. Then 1PM came. Fieeeer Drillllll! Wooooo!
K. Drill's over. Here's the shit part.
TLE LAB IS CLOSED. WE WERE TRYING TO OPEN IT WITH OUR ID'S. WE WERE TRYING THE FRONT DOOR BUT IT WOULD NOT BUDGE. SO SHAME SHAME THERE. ELENI TRIED THE BACK DOOR. IT YANKED OPEN. WITH NO FORCES WHATSOEVER. WITH NO ID INSERTION WHATSOEVER. IT JUST OPENED OKAY? YOU GET THAT? THAT'S OUR MISTAKE. WE OPENED IT. WITHOUT ANY PERMISSION. FROM THE CLUB ADVISER OR ANY HIGHER POSITIONED PERSON. WE JUST HELLA OPENED IT.
SO THERE. THAT IS WHAT HAPPENED. THEN SIR BRYAN, THE MAN FROM THE OFFICE CAME TO THE LAB AND SAW US THERE. REMEMBER THAT WE DON'T HAVE PERMISSION DOING SO. AND HE SEES ONE OF MY CLASSMATES SLEEPING. IMAGINE. IMAGINE THE PIECES OF TRASH AROUND BECAUSE WE WERE LIKE 15 IN THERE. HE CONFISCATED OUR ID'S.
SIR RUSSELL TALKED TO US. AN HE WAS DAMN SCARY. IMAGINE THE LOOK ON HIS FACE. IMAGINE THE LOOK ON OUR FACES. HE TOLD US THAT WE CAN BE SUSPENDED OR ~.*expelled.*~ BECAUSE OF WHAT WE HAVE DONE. YES HE IS EXAGGERATING. I WISH.
HE IS OUR CLASS ADVISER AND WHAT THE HELL IS HE DOING. I KNOW WE DID WRONG BUT THE PUNISHMENT IS JUST UNACCEPTABLE. YOU CAN GIVE US VIOLATIONS IN OUR SHEETS BUT DO NOT SUSPEND NOR EXPEL US. WE DIDN'T DO ANY MISCHIEF THERE WHATSOEVER SO FUCK THE WHAT SIR.
I PITY ELENI FOR THE COST SHE'S GOING TO PAY. SHE IS THE CLUB PRESIDENT OF HOMEMAKERS' AND SHE WILL HAVE TO GIVE UP HER POSITION BECAUSE OF WHAT HAPPENED. SHAME, REALLY.
Okay. So we calmed down and OUR ID'S ARE STILL NOT WITH US. We went to the Lovers' Lane. Practiced practiced.
Then Dominic and Kat arrived. They came from Divisoria. Bought cloths for our costumes. Only to find out that Dominic's bag is missing. My classmates I think didn't noticed his bag and accidentally left it behind. If I am in his place, I would really cry. When my Physics notebook was almost gone, I was in near-tears already. Imagine losing the whole bag, dude.
So yeah. This sums up the things that happened today and it was full of crap. I hope that tomorrow will not even be close to what happened today. Only God knows and God always blesses.
The day started out fine. We had Mathivation Seminar. It was great. I really loved Mr. Nolen for the things he said. He sees beauty in Mathematics. Can you even imagine that? Deym, it is.
So there there we had our seminar from 9Am to 12NN. Great syory. Right? Yes? Good.
Noon came and I had lunch. Duh. Then 1PM came. Fieeeer Drillllll! Wooooo!
K. Drill's over. Here's the shit part.
TLE LAB IS CLOSED. WE WERE TRYING TO OPEN IT WITH OUR ID'S. WE WERE TRYING THE FRONT DOOR BUT IT WOULD NOT BUDGE. SO SHAME SHAME THERE. ELENI TRIED THE BACK DOOR. IT YANKED OPEN. WITH NO FORCES WHATSOEVER. WITH NO ID INSERTION WHATSOEVER. IT JUST OPENED OKAY? YOU GET THAT? THAT'S OUR MISTAKE. WE OPENED IT. WITHOUT ANY PERMISSION. FROM THE CLUB ADVISER OR ANY HIGHER POSITIONED PERSON. WE JUST HELLA OPENED IT.
SO THERE. THAT IS WHAT HAPPENED. THEN SIR BRYAN, THE MAN FROM THE OFFICE CAME TO THE LAB AND SAW US THERE. REMEMBER THAT WE DON'T HAVE PERMISSION DOING SO. AND HE SEES ONE OF MY CLASSMATES SLEEPING. IMAGINE. IMAGINE THE PIECES OF TRASH AROUND BECAUSE WE WERE LIKE 15 IN THERE. HE CONFISCATED OUR ID'S.
SIR RUSSELL TALKED TO US. AN HE WAS DAMN SCARY. IMAGINE THE LOOK ON HIS FACE. IMAGINE THE LOOK ON OUR FACES. HE TOLD US THAT WE CAN BE SUSPENDED OR ~.*expelled.*~ BECAUSE OF WHAT WE HAVE DONE. YES HE IS EXAGGERATING. I WISH.
HE IS OUR CLASS ADVISER AND WHAT THE HELL IS HE DOING. I KNOW WE DID WRONG BUT THE PUNISHMENT IS JUST UNACCEPTABLE. YOU CAN GIVE US VIOLATIONS IN OUR SHEETS BUT DO NOT SUSPEND NOR EXPEL US. WE DIDN'T DO ANY MISCHIEF THERE WHATSOEVER SO FUCK THE WHAT SIR.
I PITY ELENI FOR THE COST SHE'S GOING TO PAY. SHE IS THE CLUB PRESIDENT OF HOMEMAKERS' AND SHE WILL HAVE TO GIVE UP HER POSITION BECAUSE OF WHAT HAPPENED. SHAME, REALLY.
Okay. So we calmed down and OUR ID'S ARE STILL NOT WITH US. We went to the Lovers' Lane. Practiced practiced.
Then Dominic and Kat arrived. They came from Divisoria. Bought cloths for our costumes. Only to find out that Dominic's bag is missing. My classmates I think didn't noticed his bag and accidentally left it behind. If I am in his place, I would really cry. When my Physics notebook was almost gone, I was in near-tears already. Imagine losing the whole bag, dude.
So yeah. This sums up the things that happened today and it was full of crap. I hope that tomorrow will not even be close to what happened today. Only God knows and God always blesses.
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