I.

I really am; COMPLEX.

I myself do not understand who I really am. It's as if my decisions came out of nowhere. I'm a happy-go-lucky person. I want quick actions to my out-of-the-blue-ideas. I want to do things my way. MY WAY.

But, I listen. I listen because I want to. I want to hear people; their feelings, their insights on things. I want people to open up to me. I dunno why, but I want to help. One way or another, I volunteer. To things that doesn't really need me.

I WANT TO BE THERE. I want people to think of me as the person you can rely on. That is why I want to always be "physically there." I don't want to miss lakwachas or the like. I don't want to be left out.

I WANT PEOPLE TO SPEAK.
I WANT TO LOVE. Love is awful. It kills your insides. Do not love unless you're sure of what you feel.

I DON'T WANT TO BE HURT. Who would want that?

I AM A JEALOUS PERSON. I easily get jealous. But grudges are not present. I simply am.. I dunno what you call it.

I CRITICIZE. Because there's something to criticize about.

I SPEAK. Because I want to be heard. I have a voice and I will use it.

I HATE. Just because.

I PROCRASTINATE. Because procarastinating is fun.

I TYPE RANDOM. Because I let it all out.

This is crap. Do not read.